True love….

I know all the games guys usually play to get back their ex. They find the next hot chick..they play along as if they don’t need their ex. I can’t do that. I miss my Swati like crazy. I know I messed up and did things wrong at times. I never was perfect, all I know is this, I do love her and I will endure anything anyone can conjure up so as long as they can ensure that I will be with her after that for all of eternity. Sticks, stones, baseball bats, even bullets, I will endure. I want her to know that this is the one time she will see a guy fight for her. She will realize how much this guy does love her and why he won’t give up. It’s not obsession nor is it lust..it’s love. It’s looking at her picture and seeing the mother of your children. It’s looking at her picture and praying that you will be the guy that wakes up next her every morning and you will cherish waking up next to her. It’s about making a promise to never hurt her ever again…it’s so much, yet it’s so little. It’s so easy to dream, but it’s so hard to prove. I just want for anyone reading this to just pray that things will be the result I want and things will be back to perfect again in my life.  I love Swati so much